Were okay. Were in town now. We got a cozy little apartment. We got so much help with baby stuff, honestly this kid is so lucky. Feeling ‘blessed’ is such a great feeling…..Hopefully it all just keeps gets better.
I miss Slim Shady
You're a good example of what the world needs less...
People who think they're above everyone because...
I hate when I'm just sitting there and someone...
I guess I’ll do the fucking dishes. Again. Lazy fucking family. WHAT THE FUCK. I just wait and let them pile up, maybe you’ll do your own dishes in your OWN house. BUT FUCK NO. OF FUCKING COURSE NOT. Jesus, check, please get here. I cannot do this any fucking more.
My boyfriend told me today that he’s been praying alot, so much lately, and his voice cracked, but that it means nothing anymore because their never answered for us…I saw his face and in weakness he wimpered just a little…… He barely ever cries. And slowly he’s giving up on God… He’s just so angry. So am I, but it’s different when it’s someone...
Today is my one year anniversary. So far so fucken...
Waited a whole hour calling Hawaii Unemployment to try to get unemployment because I’m fucken broke, have been forever, and can’t get unemployment because I dont have enough work experience in 2011, great decision to have an under the table job I had that year that ended up fucking me over AGAIN. Fuck me. I just wanted to see if I could get enough money to go see a doctor to make sure...
August September October November December January Feburary March April 9 months here. We havent accomplished a thing. Just get me pregnant and have myself realize I’ve never been so miserable or stressed out. I cry almost everyday. And all he is says all the time is that he’s sorry. I’m sorry too.Fuck yeah, I feel fucking sorry for myself. What the fuck am I supposed to...
If you really knew me, you would know I'm breaking...
Day 18: Beliefs
As my dad would say, I believe I’ll have another beer :3
Day 17: Your highs and lows of this past year
This past year has honestly been crazy how it’s been so up and down and now my life is 180’d. I did meth and snorted pills for 4 months straight. I’ve been sober since August 2011. I met the love of my life and left everything I knew for him. I’m almost 7 months pregnant. Never felt so low or cried more in my entire life. Ready to move on and get some highs goin on in my...
Day 16: Your views on mainstream music
Sucks more and more everytime I listen to the radio
Day 15: your favorite tumblrs
tumblrafter-dark.tumblr.com….Sexual content signedyourstruely9.tumblr.com……Corisue kaleop.tumblr.com…Kaleo heroingypsy.tumblr.com….random kittenteeth.tumblr.com….Tiera meme-spot.tumblr.com…meme’s lovequotesrus.tumblr.com…..sappy love quotes jerryspringr.tumblr.com….random confessionsofadrugaddict.tumblr.com…drug addicts venting...
Day 14: Your earliest memory
Toddler, maybe 3. I remember trying to pick up a hen’s chicks. The Hen was black, and very angry for me trying to steal a chick. The mother hen chased me and pecked at my diaper and I remember looking back and seeing the chicken all the diaper stuff falling out. I ran to my daddy and he saved me, I also remember all my uncle’s /Aunty’s/ whoever was at that get together thinking...
Day 13: Somewhere you'd like to move or visit
I’d like to move back to Seattle. I’d like to do it right this time, I remember how much I really loved it. I miss it. The city is definately something I really fucking loved. I loved the style I had, how I felt there. Maybe one day I will. Maybe I wont. I’d like to atleast visit again. I miss the city :c
Day 12: Bullet your whole day
Woke up Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing
Day 11: Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10...
Skrillex-Disco Ranger (bleghh) Bowling for soup-When We Die Justin-Hiphop Lives Buckcherry-Crazy Bitch The Starting Line-Ready and…..Ipod is dead…..
Day 10: Discuss your first love and first kiss
Robert Morairty. 8th grade. So long ago. And back then, I thought I knew what love was. It was real, I guess. But we were young, and didn’t know any different. I was stupid too, didn’t know anything about relationships. But it’s in the scrapbook. I’ll just say he was my first real kiss, and he was one of those try to steal your tonsel kissers too. Whewww
Day 09: How you hope your future will be like
I hope my future is bright, and I am happy with whatever I do.
I feel like today a part of me has died, and I'm...